It was also revealed in separate reports this week that Nikki had kept the wedding dress she had picked out, and still had the engagement ring, having tried to give it back to Cena who refused it.
"I thought you're supposed to be excited for this", she said about trying on the gowns.
Nikki Bella has admitted she has "massive baby fever" amid reports she is "basically back together" with John Cena. While her family, including sister Brie Bella, couldn't be more excited, she's just not feeling it. "This was never really about ending their relationship but about calling off a wedding because something didn't feel right", a source told the weekly American publication.More news: Stetson University hosting NCAA baseball regional for first time
'So the engagement party's here. "I feel like I'm on this rollercoaster of emotions". "And two, for God's sake, be honest with me".
Although it was definitely not what she needed to hear that day, it did help a lot put her feelings into perspective.
Her anxiety was only exacerbated by her sister-in-law's announcement at her engagement party that she and her husband were pregnant with their second child.More news: LeBron James leads Cleveland Cavaliers to finals with victory over Boston Celtics
Cena has been staunchly against having children throughout their relationship, but after the split, he admitted on NBC News' Today with Kathie Lee and Hoda that he was reconsidering his stance. "I just know that a healthy me would be a healthy us". "I love her. I want to be with her". I do not know if I would regret it later on in life if I wasn't, ' the distraught woman told her fiance. I really want to say it is a surprise, but I even told you so many times it'd happen.
She went on: 'I love you so much and feel that has always been worth sacrificing for.
But as her E! reality show, Total Bellas, catches up to the present, it's easy to see the cracks in their relationship.More news: Record Number of Marylanders Traveling Memorial Day Weekend